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Wednesday, July 24, 2013

il cielo e' casa mia

non so a chi posso esprimere i miei sentimenti
era tanto rovesciata oggi
ho litigato con i miei genitori
loro non mi mai capiscono
pensano sempre che io sia ribelle e cattiva
come io sia la persona piu' sbagliata al mondo
e' basta
ho gia' vissuto la vita come questa per quasi 23 anni
un giorno
io lascero' questa casa, questa familia
so che questa e' un'azione disobbediente
ma mi dispiace
devo fare cosi'
io sono nata per essere un'anima libera
non so dove andro'
non ho una destinazione
io appartengo al cielo
il cielo e' casa mia

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難道一切都是天注定
注定我從小就是一個不被疼的孩子
被人以爲頑皮、叛逆、故意惹人生氣

爲什麽世上沒有了解我、懂我的人?

其實我真的是一個吃軟不吃硬的人
你對我狠 我只有對你更狠
欺侮我的人 總有一天我會讓你跪著向我求饒
我不會讓你好過

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

McD Malaysia delivery sucks

So it was my first time ordering McD through the Internet since I came back to Malaysia. McD delivery service still sucks. 

I ordered a fillet-o-fish combo and a mcflurry at around 1:15pm today, and received my confirmation email (as shown in the picture above). I waited for an hour but the delivery man didn't come. So I called their hotline and told the operator my concern. The operator said he will check with his team members . He also asked for my phone number so that he could call me back later, but till now I haven't received his call. It's almost 12am by the way. And of course I didn't get my meal too. I actually did track the status on McD website, but it says my order wasn't received. Ok I don't know if it's the system problem, people problem or corporation problem. McDonalds seriously needs to improve their service, or I will turn to Pizza Hut and KFC.

#4

I would rank NYC as the second best place to shop in the United States (the first one would definitely be Las Vegas!). You can find all you want here, no kidding. Oh ya NYC also has the best and largest Disney store in the states IMO. It was also the first Disney store I went (on my birthday!). I felt like "my dream came true" the moment I stepped into the store, and I spent like a few hours just in that store lol! There are also lots of souvenir shops in NYC (basically every shop sells the same stuffs). I used to buy souvenirs for friends, family and myself when I went traveling. In seattle, I bought some decor made by Mt. Helen ashes. When I went to Europe, I got myself a Venice handmade masque, Burano lace, a hoodie etc, and got some Slovakian handmade stuffs, shot glasses, magnets for friends and family, but I never buy souvenirs anymore after that trip. Now I'm totally immune to souvenirs. I'm even sick of seeing souvenirs sometimes, after realizing every place sells the same things. T-shirts, hoodies, cups, magnets, keychains, caps etc. Can't you guys just come up with new things to sell?!

Other than universities, another place that I will visit wherever I go is Chinatown. I'm just too obsessed with the history of Chinese immigrants and how they settle up their homes in foreign land. Maybe it's because I'm a Taishanese. Most of the earliest Chinese immigrants came from Taishan. They settled at chinatowns, and since then Taishanese became a dominant Chinese language in North America chinatowns (it was kind of like lingua franca). Nowadays you can still hear people speaking Taishanese when you walk around chinatowns, especially the older generations. During my 2++ years in the US, I had been to the chinatowns in Seattle, New York City, Boston, Philadelphia, Washington D.C., Chicago, Vancouver, San Francisco, Los Angeles, and Portland. My favorite one would be San Francisco, for sure. It's the oldest and one of the largest chinatowns in North America, and I could feel the history walking in the chinatown. My second favorite is the one in NYC. It's large too, and has the most yummy dimsum IMO. Dimsum's my must-eat in every chinatown, and it's like a measurement for me to rate how good a Chinatown is lol. And I will sure have a cup of bubble tea after lunch in chinatown. One interesting thing you can see in the chinatowns is that they have all the shop names in chinese, even american banks. Chase bank becomes 大通銀行 cool right. NYC also has the best little italy IMO. It's just more happening than other little italy's that I've been to.

If you're a finance/ economy major, you might want to make a visit to the world's famous Wall Street. It has all the headquarters of financial institutions, New York Stock Exchange and other nerdy buildings. I didn't spend much time there, although I was a finance major (Wall Street has become not-so-attractive to me after I decided to change my major lol). The 911 memorial is just one stop away if you want to pay a visit. It requires ticket which you can get online (www.911memorial.org) for free. I didn't get in successfully 'cause I didn't do enough research beforehand and didn't know that I need a ticket  to get in. But someone who was queueing up told me that I can actually get a ticket somewhere nearby, he showed me the direction but I couldn't find it and in the end I just gave up.

The next morning I took a 60-minute Downtown Cruise by New York City Sightseeing. You'll see the Statue of Liberty, Ellis Island, Brooklyn Bridge, Manhattan Bridge, Williamsburg Bridge, Governors Island etc along the route. Note: You can't get off the cruise until it goes back to the pier, and you will see the attractions from a distance. The package was the cheapest among 3 packages they have. The other two are both 90-minutes cruise: Midtown Cruise (including what Downtown Cruise has, plus Empire State Building, United Nations, Museum of Jewish Heritage and Chrysler Building) and Twilight Cruise (same as Midtown Cruise, but it operates at 6pm daily while Midtown Cruise operates in daytime). The original price for Downtown Cruise is $19, but I got $10 off with a coupon I got at my hostel. You can buy the ticket online, or at the company's office. Keep in mind that different cruises depart from different piers. The one I took departs from Pier 5 near South Street. There will be a guide on the cruise explaining the history of NYC and attractions, the it does stop for a while for the tourists to take pictures of the attractions. It was winter when I visited NYC so I almost froze to death on the cruise, although I had 2 layers of hoods on. I didn't really like the cruise (not because of the weather), but it's not a bad thing to do if you want to kill some time or if you're lazy to walk and just wanna sit down and chill. By the way, I didn't go to the island where Statue of Liberty is located and climb inside the statue up to the crown, as the statue was under renovation. There are ferries for tourists to get to the island, and tourists have to go through security check before boarding.

After getting off the cruise I went to a Shake Shack near the pier for lunch. Friends recommended me to try it and they said it was soooooooo good. It's actually a fast food restaurant that sells burgers, fries (in 2 words: fast food lol). The restaurant was crowded and I ordered a beef burger thingy. I'm not a beef lover, so it was so-so to me.

Empire State Building is another landmark and popular tourist spot in the New York City, but I didn't get up to the 86th floor observatory/ 102nd floor top deck. I know the scene could be breathtakingly beautiful, but I'm traveling on a budget and the ticket could be expensive to me. The cheapest ticket for adult costs $25 (=2 meals) lol. That's why I don't usually pay to get up a tower to watch city scene, I only paid once for getting up the Willis Tower.

Did I mention my window-shopping experience along the fifth avenue yet? Fifth Avenue is actually a super damn long street with thousands of shops. It was December and almost Christmas when I was there, so the shops all have super nice decors, especially at night. Some have a giant L.E.D. bow hanging in front of the shop, some have giant stars on the windows... and the Swarovski store has a large star made by crystals. It was fun to just walk around and see the shop decors. I also walked to the Rockefeller Center at W. 49th St. and 5th Ave. There's a big ice rink which holds events sometimes (I'm not sure if it's open all year though).

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Tuesday, July 2, 2013

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你們根本就不知道我眼睛病發的時候有多痛苦
你們什麽都不知道 你們沒有資格對我怒吼
那種每15分鐘滴一次眼藥水 做什麽都沒辦法專心
隔天考試今晚想學習 很用力的看書卻什麽都看不清楚
結果很絕望的大哭
在室外儘管是陰天我還是畏光
戴墨鏡卻被人笑
每天提心吊膽害怕病情惡化
戴老花眼鏡看書寫字時卻看不到黑板上的字
被人誤以爲是紅眼症而不敢接近我
因爲眼疾導致眼睛大小不一樣
停用眼藥水后眼疾復發 又要繼續使用眼藥水的心情
你們不會了解的!!
生病的時候我才21
而這種病永遠不會斷根
只能一直用藥物防止惡化
我的人生還很長
我不想有一天起床卻什麽都看不到
我不要永遠活在黑暗裏
我怕黑
我真的很怕黑
爲什麽你們就是不知道
爲什麽

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

#3

My hostel was located on Amsterdam Avenue, which is about 2 minute walk from subway station and 5 minutes from Central Park. There are some markets nearby if you wanna buy some food and cook at the hostel (the hostel has a pretty good kitchen). So the first place I went after I checked in was Central Park. It's a good place for picnic/ a little small escape from the skyscrapers.  There are also some museums in the park if you love museums: American Museum of History, The Metropolitan Museum of Art and Belvedere Castle. I haven't been to all three museums (museum is definitely a no-no for me, unless it's supeeeeeeer famous like Musée du Lovre/ shows things that I'm interested in, for example, spy museum, native american museum etc/ I've nothing else to do) so I couldn't make any comment about them. But I heard from a friend who doesn't like museum too, that the Metropolitan Museum of Art's good.

I decided to walk from Central Park to Columbia University after that. Trust me, do not do that! 'Cause it's so damnnn far. Columbia University was the first Ivy League that I visited, and I was like "wow" when I stepped into the campus. The first building that captured my attention was the Low Memorial Library. It was soooooooooo pretty, I just couldn't resist walking in that building (and accidentally signed up for a campus tour too). If you're interested in joining a group tour and having a guide leading you, go into the room on the left of the entrance. The guide won't show you every part of the campus, of course, but the tour includes all major buildings, and you'll get to know some interesting stories about the university. In front of Low Memorial Library, there's also a bronze statue of Alma Mater, and you can see lots of students having their lunch/ snack, reading, or simply just hanging out on the staircases in front of that building. The university also has a chapel called St. Paul's Chapel (which is also one of the landmarks of NYC). The guide told us that the chapel is very popular for weddings and many alumni like to have their weddings at that chapel. People usually have to wait in line for 3 years in order to get married in the chapel lol. 

If you ask me what is my most favorite place in NYC, I would say Times Square. I just love the crowds, lights and big screens. At Times Square you can always see people dressing as cartoon characters like Elmo or Mickey Mouse, and taking pictures with tourists. Do not think it's free.... They are not volunteers. I was so excited when I saw the characters. I asked for taking a picture with them, they asked for some $ after pictures were taken lol. 

I love visiting universities, and universities are definitely my must-do's in every city I go. I've visited like 18 universities during my 2++ years in the states. Universities are beautiful, and you'll always get to see things that you never expect to see. The most important thing is, campus visiting's free woohoo :) The second university I visited in NYC was New York University. NYU isn't like Columbia University, it doesn't really have a campus area, all it has are some blocks of buildings. Not my ideal campus although it's a pretty good school. I don't like traveling according to plans (although I usually draft an itinerary for each trip), and this was the place I accidentally found when I was wandering near NYU: Washington Park. I did not see beautiful flowers or statues, all I saw were kids chasing each other, seniors sitting on the bench, someone playing piano (yes it's piano! there's a freaking piano at the center of the park. wtf?! lol), couples holding hands, parents watching their children, some food stalls and beautiful sunshine. I sat there for a while, enjoyed the sunshine, and used my camera to capture happy moments of the kids. This is so much meaningful than visiting a freaking museum/ art gallery, with only a few people in a room and some freaking paintings that I would never understand. 

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#2

But you need to be very careful with your belongings since you are staying with strangers (it's okay to open yourself up and make new friends but do not trust people so easily). Always remember to bring a lock for the locker in your hostel room. Some hostels do sell locks, more expensive than they are supposed to be, of course. There are also hostel lockers that use quarters, like Hollywood Youth Hostel in Hollywood, LA. If there's no locker in your room, lock your valuables in your big baggage, or bring them with you when you leave the room. Keep them by your side when you're sleeping. I'm kind of a paranoid person, know what I did when there was no locker in the room? I hugged my bag to sleep! I haven't lost anything in hostel yet, so far lol.

Watching broadway is a must-do in NYC for many people, but not for me. I didn't watch a single show in NYC. Before I went to NYC, friends told me that I should at least watch a broadway show there. I actually wanted to follow friends' advice, but when I got there I realized that I shouldn't spend time doing something that I'm not really interested in or something that couldn't bring me satisfaction. Travellers don't just follow  travel guides and visit all the must-go's or do all the must-do's on the lists (must-eat's an exception lol), only tourists do that. So I ended up spending the three days doing things that made me happyyy. HOWEVER.... if you are interested in broadway shows and really want to watch them, you can get the tickets online (usually fking expensive), or get discounted tickets (for same-day shows) at the ticket booths.They sell full-fare tickets as well (for shows in the future). There's one at the center of Times Square: TKTS. The logo is TKTS in white color with a red background. At the booths there are boards showing ticket selling time for each broadway show. So what you need to do if you want to buy tickets is: Decide what show you want to watch, arrive 1 hour (or at least 30 minutes, because the line will be super long) before they start selling tickets for the show, line up, and buy tickets. 

The next thing is, taking subway at NYC. It's actually pretty easy, as long as you have the map. You can get one for free at visitor center. Ask the staff at the center if you don't know which subway line to take. Do not afraid to ask for help. The locals would be more than happy to help you. I've been doing "asking" most of the time and I really love doing this. Sometimes I'm just too lazy to look at the map :p This is also a good way to start a conversation with the locals. To take the buses/ subway, you need to have a metrocard. You can get this from the vending machines (at the stations), station booths, merchants or on the bus. Get a 3-day pass or something (I'm not sure) if you plan to stay for more than 3 days. I didn't know they had these day/ week passes when I was there, so I got myself a reloadable metrocard, and I walked a lot just to save money TT Good lesson though. Now I usually look for day passes first once I arrive at a new city. 

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