i'm feeling upset and down now for no reason. tried to cheer myself up by disturbing my sis who was practicing additional mathematics and forcing her to listen to me singing Poker Face. evil sis huh. but still, i failed to cheer myself up. trying the other methods: crapping here and listening to songs at maximum volume. i'm gonna be deaf someday.
the "i freakin' hate myself!" thingy came into my mind again. my upsetness is getting worse now. wondering why i just couldn't do better in everything. *sigh*
time flies. next week is gonna be the fourth week after i came back to penang. can't believe that i had wasted four weeks by doing nothing everyday. *slaps self* application essays are still in progress after four weeks. sad thing.
Good Friday
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