oh no it's back

arghhhhh that feeling is back again! and it's even worse now. i don't know what's going on with me. i refuse to talk and i'm like... hating the whole world? i don't know. no one will ever understand me. and i hate people who act like they understand me well. they think everything they say is right and i should follow. BS! who the hell are you? you don't know what i'm thinking AT ALL! and please stop crapping in front of me!

so i lock myself in my room for hours and listen to music. i hope this music therapy really works. i'm gonna sleep earlier tonight and drink a cup of lavender tea before i sleep :)

lavender buds :)

i love lavender tea!

it helps in calming nervousness and anxiety, alleviating stress and uplifting spirits, relieving headache, promoting sleep and treating upset stomach and fever. it can be applied topically to heal cuts, wounds and sores. cool right? oh yea it can be used as a mouthwash too.

okay i'm gonna sleep! posted a pic of green pea cookies here.

my favorite cny cookies! :D

i wonder why nobody knows its existence.

get the green pea cookies recipe here!

p/s: anyone going to pavilion before this friday? please pm me if you're going. URGENT!