am being so emo. went to the hospital yesterday and got my blood work done. a few hours later, i saw a missed call from the hospital. they don't usually call me after blood work, but why did they call me yesterday? too bad i couldn't call back because the number is like a general number, it's shown no matter which phone in the hospital buildings the call is from. i've been thinking about this since i saw that number on my phone, and so this is how that freaking call ruined my beautiful weekend.
knees have been okay since the last time i felt pain in my knees. feet are okay too, no pain. eyes are okay too i guess. sometimes i feel pain at my back and waist. and these two days, i've been having headache and stomachache. haven't had headache for really long time, well maybe it's just because of the hot weather. but the stomachache freaked me out. it was sooooooo pain. and one more thing, there was a bunch of bubbles in my urine just now. i've been having bubbles in my urine because of kidneys problem, but this was the first time i had that much bubbles in my urine!
i know my kidneys and my body are getting worse, i can feel that. friends told me not to think so much and they said everything will be okay. i really wanted to stop thinking all those stuff, but dudes, it's about my body, my health and my life! it's so hard for me to stop being emo. you're not the one who's sick, you just can't understand how i feel. stop acting so optimistic and ask me stop being emo. i doubt if you can still be so optimistic when you're in the same situation as mine.
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